I completely forgot about this blog. I think I should write in it some more, and really osrt out my feelings. There's a lot on my mind and it is constantly spiraling. I am feeling worried, but also happy, and it is so complicated. A pros and cons list sounds so overly simple... I can't get over it. But maybe it would be helpful? For now, I do not have a lot of time to write. But I will try to remember this is here and feel like if I just spend fifteen minutes hammering the keys once in a while I might feel better. Until then, -Me